2013-09-21 16:23:58 by MST3KMAN

I should have known this would be inevitable. (kinda hope I spelled that right)

I'm gonna take a break from drawing for a while, or at least till I get over this pain injecting artist block. I have been spending the last 3 weeks pushing myself back into drawing but every single time I feel like I trying to swim through a pool of peanut butter and razor sharp knives. My days and nights are all out of whack and now I'm in constant pain to the point of near screaming. And because my problem is within my nervous system my depression is hitting at all time lows at times. I also will spend an entire day laying in bed wanting to throw up or feeling like I'm being punched in the face and gut.

My drawing inspirations has faded to where I cannot see them and my enjoyment of simply drawing has turned to misery. And this very fact is agonizing because of my love to draw. I feel like my whole world and future is crumbling in my hands as I sink into a dark crude oil and my only light is dimming into darkness.


But I'm not going to bother you more about this shit.

I'm basically going to be quiet with my submissions for a while. Maybe on a lucky day I'll submit something but don't hold your breath on it.

If anyone sees my works and would like to commission me, I will put you on a waiting list for when I get better. Or at least medicated to tolerate what's going on.

I would also love to do a trade or collab with anyone interested when I'm back and running. So if you're interested, let me know.

I am going have to put my MARKIPLIER pictures on hold till things get better.

The Purrfect Roommate (though was practically on hold anyway) will be put on hold as well.

I will also post journals of other people who are streaming with the title of SOMEONE IS ON THE AIR! So if you'd like for me to make a journal of that please don't hesitate to ask. I would like to still help out in whatever way I can.

If you could subscribe to my YOUTUBE channel here ----> http://www.youtube.com/missingminds and share my speed paints I would be most appreciative.

Follow my Tumblr for random shit I do here ----> http://mst3kman.tumblr.com/
And my discussion one here ----> http://havingabuckedupview.tumblr.com/

Let your friends know about my Deviantart and tell them they should WATCH me for when I get back into the swing of things. Cuz when I do, trust me, there's gonna be art pouring out like crazy.

Also if anyone would like to help support me by becoming a PATRON on PATREON then go here ----> http://www.patreon.com/mrbuckalew and that will help motivate me more to get back to drawing.

Do you like livestreams? Well go to WOLD LS STALKERS here ----> http://world-ls-stalkers.deviantart.com/ we have many livestreamers of different styles and specializations. Just join and keep an eye out for the journals.
That is if you are on deviantart

I don't think I have anymore stuff to whore out to you....


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2013-09-24 11:25:17

Good luck; get well!

MST3KMAN responds:

Thanks, you have no idea how comforting that is to get on Newgrounds